Fed up.

I left my two jobs to go to one in Sept. I took it thinking it would be like my other jobs. But I was wrong. I can't take the kids anywhere. We are bored all day! The dad won't let me take them anywhere!! They will be five next week. They need to get out of the house! He doesn't take them anywhere! I'm so tired of it. He is lucky I hold my tongue. I would much rather go back to the job that I really didn't like and be able to take the kids out. I need to hurry and fine a phlebotomist job, where I will be with people and I can do things. Not sit at home and play the samething over and over, and have the kids say they are bored. We can hardly go outside because of the weather. We don't watch much tv. But you can only color for so long, and you can only play games for so long. He doesn't even let his mom take them out!! Be a dad and take your kids out and you will realize they do listen to you! He thinks I won't be able to handle them out. HELLO!! I took two kids out all the time!!! I nannied for both famlies that had two kids! One boy was even autisic! I know what I'm doing! I have been doing this longer then they have been parents! I was in tears today. I can't work for someone that doesn't trust me. But I can't leave the job yet because I don't have another one yet. I am stuck. If I could leave tomorrow I would! Ugh! Okay enough complaining. Untill Tomorrow. Hopefully it will be a better post.